Over the past couple of months, the world was forced to adapt to a new normal. Businesses were shut down, jobs were lost, jobs were deemed essential or nonessential, healthcare workers became heroes, and people appreciated the importance of science. There are two extremes: those who believe the coronavirus is a government-created fake to steal our rights, and those who remain isolated in his or her home. People either wear masks or continue to hang out in public crowds. Hospitals are either overwhelmed and under-resourced, or nearing shut down as revenue has dropped so drastically.
I have been affected by the latter. The rural organization that I am apart of recently furloughed and laid off several hundred workers due to a continued low census/revenue. We have tested several hundred individuals with a majority of them either negative, or positive with mild symptoms and instructed to remain isolated at home. I have yet to have any known exposure, nor have I cared for a true COVID-19 patient. I consider myself very fortunate and lucky. We have at most one positive COVID patient in the hospital per week. Census remains to be so low that many nurses are put on stand-by or cost-containment at least once per week. The so-called heroes are unable to work or make money. Many essential workers are given hazard pay, however at an organization where the usual salaries are difficult to come by, we are eliminating positions and praying that we continue to have a job as a new week begins.
So, am I really a hero? The Oxford dictionary defines a hero as someone who is idolized, shows courage, and noble qualities. By this definition, nurses and other healthcare personnel can be considered heroes. However, I do not search to go into harm’s way. I wear my cloth mask, adhere to crisis guidelines, educate the public (who many do not listen), and #stayathome despite the world starting to reopen. I go to work every shift with the mission to practice compassionate, evidence-based care while providing for the specific needs of each patient and family. And my reward? The personal satisfaction of helping others and the risk of getting called off on the next shift.
I absolutely love my profession, my hospital, my coworkers, and my patients, however I do not consider myself to be a hero. My mission is to educate, treat, and inspire people to do good and to remain healthy. My wish is that this pandemic has encouraged others to never take life for granted. I hope that the day we…
- Hug our friends/family
- Visit our grandparents
- Be a support in the hospital
- Go to a restaurant
- Return to the theater
- Shake someone’s hand
- Go shopping
- Fly on an airplane
- Talk to our spouse and children…
Remember the year that these things were not safe and appreciate every moment.
Closing thoughts: This pandemic will not end until there is a miracle drug or vaccine. Even with the city opening up, please continue to social distance, maintain respiratory etiquette, wash your hands, wear a face mask, and be sensitive to others’ emotions.
Until next shift,
Shania